I couldn’t decide,
my heart was filled with rage,
my mind brimmed with confusion,
The chattering of my teeth worsened
and still trying to figure out
where i went wrong
Seems like i’m always
the one whose wrong, i don’t know why
Is it because i’m vulnerable?
I can’t help but overthink
Its just that i also need this love
I dread this young love.
A long stare at me and
Alas!I knew it would be the last
memory of you
epitaphed in the shallow depths
of my mind.
as i let you go,
I hope you know, i wanted you to stay
and prayed that nothing could sever
Maybe someday i’ll understand the reason why.
It’s sad that i can’t force a love
that isn’t mutual.
Your heart knows better.
as for me,
Time waits for no man bar
it will wait for my heart to heal.
I want to be loved
I want to love someone
Yet, the sound of love,
the feeling of love and
the art of love
doesn’t entice me
Love isn’t blind anymore
It sees clearly
Your love is selfish
Expensive to be free and
Kindness, kindness was just a passing through
Your love is a bomb, set to explode
fortunately my heart is vital
it cannot shatter into pieces
to create a puzzle that no one
Knows how to solve
Love asks me to choose.
Choices, choices don’t make a difference
For i choose to walk away
What wants me, my heart wants not.
This path of love is too narrow.
A cold weather, no sun
A clear sky , no stars
And still my heart throbs a little louder
to the sound of your voice
Like nothing has happened before.
I tremble whenever you speak to me,
those are only words that evoke
such a reaction
I am scared of what your touch
can do to me
I keep on wondering if i’ll manage
Tell me it’s over even before
it begins, a heartbreak will
cause an earthquake, too
much to bear , too much attention
for such a weakling as i.