I couldn’t decide,
my heart was filled with rage,
my mind brimmed with confusion,
The chattering of my teeth worsened
the situation.
Scattered thoughts,
loud music
and still trying to figure out
where i went wrong
Seems like i’m always
the one whose wrong, i don’t know why
Is it because i’m vulnerable?
I can’t help but overthink
Its just that i also need this love
I dread this young love.
A long stare at me and
Alas!I knew it would be the last
memory of you
epitaphed in the shallow depths
of my mind.
Even so,
as i let you go,
I hope you know, i wanted you to stay
and prayed that nothing could sever
our love
Maybe someday i’ll understand the reason why.
It’s sad that i can’t force a love
that isn’t mutual.
Your heart knows better.
Nonetheless,
as for me,
Time waits for no man bar
it will wait for my heart to heal.